Guess its true, I really do walk alone in this. Me,myself, and I.
Maybe it will be better that way, who knows maybe alone I can accomplish more then I would if I had friends, or people trying to help. Even though I would love to have someone right now. Forever alone.
We have been through everything, I have been by your side through everything, helped you take care of your father before he passed; getting his approval meant everything. Im sorry for your loss cause you never deserved this you need him. Since I cant find the way to tell you in person or at all in that matter, I want you to know I love you with every ounce of me. & its been 2 months without you and im still so sick to my stomach, im trying to get by, I started smoking again to get rid of the pain it worked for a bit, the it didnt help, so drinking it is, only seems to work for so long though, I need something stronger.. god, how I miss you.
I could do it, and not think twice. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I need help, its like I’m screaming and no one hears me.